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Below are the 18 most recent journal entries recorded in Spencer Quick's InsaneJournal:

    Thursday, December 15th, 2011
    10:17 pm
    Fuck.  It's almost Christmas.  Thank God we have a couple of days before the actual holiday to shop once school is out.  What does everyone want?  Not everyone just the people I would buy for.
    Thursday, August 4th, 2011
    11:55 pm
    Private to Sarah and Leah
    I'm such a fucking idiot.  I told my boyfriend I loved him in the middle of a fight.  How pathetic is that?
    /Private

    Football was a fun diversion this afternoon.  Maybe that should be part of our new Muggle Studies course.  Muggle sports.

    Saturday, July 9th, 2011
    8:41 am
    Sunday, July 3rd, 2011
    10:25 pm
    Happy fucking birthday to me.

    Little sister, I hope your birthday is wonderful and that you can forget for 24 hours the shit that we just went through.
    Tuesday, May 31st, 2011
    12:30 am
    Private to Yue
    It was my fault you got hurt today.
    /Private

    Fuckers.
    Saturday, May 28th, 2011
    12:08 am
    Private to Sarah, Yue, Leah, Heath and Ryan
    Okay, I get it.  I know that being gay means dealing with assholes who can't handle the fact that I like blokes.  But getting it and seeing what it is that people can say are two totally different things and Devon's comments to Yue made me feel like shite.  I'm not normal but it isn't because I'm gay, it's because I like comics and science fiction.  I wish that if they were going to lable me they'd lable me for something I had a fucking choice over, you know?
    /End Private
    Sunday, May 8th, 2011
    9:49 pm
    Private to Sarah, Leah, Ryan, Yue, Heath, Molly and Eloise

    I'm writing this for my sister why she digs in the dirt to vent.  Okay so she's probably swearing and digging in the dirt to vent.  I guess I should just be glad that I didn't have to sit on her or that she didn't start making voodoo dolls or something.  Anyway.  Yesterday she went to Owl Da and some jackass made her rewrite the letter talking about how "Woo Carrows!" she was.  Not that Da won't know that's a steaming pile of shite but anyway.  There are Death Eaters in the school.  Bastard showed her the Dark Mark and everything.  So heads up.  Death Eaters are roaming the halls now.  I'll give her her journal back when I think I can trust her not to go off in it.
    /Private
    Wednesday, April 20th, 2011
    2:30 pm
    Yue
    Things just keep getting worse.  You know, my bloodlines aren't that much better than Goldsteins's does that mean that they're going to take me in and torture me next?  Trust me, I won't let them take Sarah.  And you should see what those fucking Snatchers did to Ryan.  Poor bloke's going to probably be in pain for the rest of his life from what they did to him.  I feel sometimes like I'm about to explode and I don't know what to do.  I don't want Sarah to get hurt because of me but I don't know how much more of this I can take.
    /End Private

    Ryan
    Want to skip lunch and hang out today?
    /End Private

    Sarah
    I love you little sister and I swear that you're the only thing keeping me from hexing these morons.
    /End Private
    Tuesday, April 5th, 2011
    6:24 pm

    Private 
    Stupid fucking wankers.  Seriously?  Just because I tell people I like blokes they take me from my commentary.  I fucking almost start a riot and nothing happens.  What kind of 

    Whatever.  I think I'm going to have to squeeze in some time with Yue tonight this has me way too wired up.  But first I need to find Ryan.  I can't believe that he's barely talked to me since he got back and he's supposed to be my best friend.

    /End Private

    Private to Sarah
    I got kicked off Quidditch Commentary.  
    /Private

    At least I can practise my guitar more, I guess.

    Thursday, March 31st, 2011
    6:14 pm
    Since Zabini alluded to it I'll just come right out and say it.  Yes, I got caught with contraband.  When searching my trunk Zabini discovered the false bottom in it and found a stash of magazines, books and comics.  You're probably thinking that isn't enough to warrant Blaise Zabini's attention and generally you'd be right.  Except that the contraband in question made it entirely too clear that I'm not into girls.

    Yep that's right.  I'm gay.  No, I have no plans of accosting my roommates and they're safe in their beds at night. 
    Wednesday, March 9th, 2011
    3:03 pm
    Private
    I don't know if it's wrong of me to be okay with the arrangement that Yue and I have.  I like him, really I do.  And I think he's fit.  But I don't know that I would want him to be my boyfriend.  I mean, I don't know if I could fall in love with him I guess.  This is all so fucking confusing.  I like snogging him.  God, I like snogging him.  But I know that one of the reasons he's snogging me is because I'm the only boy in school who he knows is gay.  But part of the reason I'm snogging him is because he's the only boy I know who would want to snog another boy so it really isn't any different.  It isn't that I don't want a boyfriend.  That would be awesome but I just don't see that happening.  Hogwarts on it's best days isn't exactly a place where you feel comfortable coming out and that's made quadrupled (or more) by what's going on this year.  For all I know the next thing they're going to hate is homosexuals.  It's what the Nazi's did after all.  

    But I'm not ashamed to be gay.  Really, I'm not.  If other people don't like it then fuck them.  I just don't know if I'm ready to give the blanket fuck you yet.
    /Private

    Private to Fifth Years
    You think we should all send something to Blair?  It really sucks that her parents were killed and I feel like we should do something or send something.
    /End Private

    Can this week have a redo?
    Friday, March 4th, 2011
    8:27 pm
    Well it's a new year and we're back at school.  It's sad that I had to leave my beloved electric guitar at home in my father's care so it looks like I'm back to accoustic blues.  Not that I'm complaining.  But it WAS fun to play the electric stuff over Christmas.

    Private to Heath
    How was your break?  Any quests on the horizon?
    /End Private

    Private to Sarah
    I'm sorry we didn't figure out where Mum was while we were gone.
    /End Private
    Saturday, February 26th, 2011
    10:29 pm
    Fuck, that could have been me and Sarah instead of Rhiana.
    Friday, February 25th, 2011
    1:10 am
    HAPPY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!

    I just got back from Christmas Mass with my abuela.  I love the how beautiful Christmas Mass is.  The only one I like better is Easter.  It was really weird not having Mum there.  I hope that she was able to go to Mass wherever she is.

    I know that not everyone believes in it but with the way the world is right now I hope that the spirit of the season guides us all next year.
    Tuesday, February 22nd, 2011
    6:35 pm
    Home for Christmas.  It's odd how quiet things seem with Mum gone.  Da tries to make up for it but his loud is a different brand from Mum's.

    Private to Heath
    Can I tell you something and have you promise not to tell anyone else?
    /End Private

    Private to Yue
    You think you're up for a jam session?
    /End Private
    Tuesday, February 15th, 2011
    1:10 am

    Private to Yue
    You have time to get together tomorrow to play?
    /Private

    Guess what?  Only six days until Christmas holidays start!

    Monday, February 14th, 2011
    12:22 am
    I totally wish that I would have gotten the colour treatment yesterday for my hair.  It was totally wicked!  And red hair is all kinds of awesome.
    Tuesday, February 8th, 2011
    12:12 am
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